RANT :(

I hate it when people don't trust you to do your job!!!!! It's sooo frustrating!

It hurts the most when it was the one person who believed in you the most and is disappointed in you because they won't listen to your expertise.

Everyone is disappointed and I feel like it's my fault even though I know full and well that it's not...

Sometimes, I realize that I just don't love what I do enough to put up with these catastrophes. Should I throw in the towel? There are so many other things I could pursue and want to do... but saying that makes me feel like I'm weak and don't deserve to or have enough passion to be successful at this...I feel like there should be nothing else I want more... All the drama just makes me want to close the door and move on...

I've dealt with enough crap this last year, and to even spend one moment being frustrated and unhappy is just not worth it to me anymore. I want everyone to be happy and in what I do that's not going to happen and if it does it ends up hurting someone whether they know it or not.

So the solution? Give them what they want and be okay with it...there is nothing else I can do...but I feel like that's what I spend most of my time doing.. giving into things I don't think are okay to please people!!!!!!!!!!!! I chalk it up to owning a business that deals directly with people... so I guess that's just how it has to be... that's life as an adult I guess...